⤗Sylvi's Initial Thoughts and Feelings
We are
counting down the last couple of days before we leave and I am having a hard
time describing how I feel about it. Everyone has been asking me “are you
excited?!” and I’ll smile and say “of course” but really I’m pretty much scared
shitless. Obviously I am overwhelmed with excitement, excited to see what our
road will bring, but at the same time a certain type of worry lingers over me. Laci
keeps on saying “don’t worry babe, together, we can do anything” and I can’t
help but believe him (especially with that smile). So I have no other choice
then to get my shit together, forget the fear, and move forward.
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| My stuff all packed up from the flat that I lived in for over 2 years |
For those
of you who don’t know, Laci and I met three months ago at a rave party, fell in
love, decided to quit our office jobs, and head to southern Spain in Laci’s 25
year old Mercedes van. You may say reckless, but we say spontaneous. It didn’t take
long for us to convince each other that this was the most spectacular fucking
idea ever! I have been working at Diageo as a Credit Controller for the past
two and half years and to say the least, I burned the hell out. Sitting in
front of a computer for eight hours five days a week is not what I would call
ideal, in fact, it has become for me what I would imagine hell to be like.
However, I did learn a whole lot and met a bunch of really fantastic people who
I have ended up calling family (shout out to the NAM Credit Control team, I love
you guys). As you can imagine, working in finance for this long has completely
blocked off my creative channel and this is super depressing. Even while I am
writing this I feel like I have to strain myself in a certain sense to get what
I am really feeling out. One of my main goals of this trip to get that
creativity within me bubbling again. I want ideas and thoughts to freely flow
through me. I’m done with the numbers and dollar signs, done with the excel
spreadsheets and equations, meaningless meetings about meaningless bullshit,
done with stressing over making a few people even more rich then they already
are. DONE. I am honestly hoping that this trip will allow me the time and the
freedom to figure out what the hell I really want to do with my life.
Alright
well enough of that rant. So you may be wondering, whatcha guys gonna be doin
in Spain? Well, for the first month after we leave we will be just traveling
from Budapest, Hungary to Granada near the Southern most point of Spain. Hungary,
Slovenia, Italy, France, Andorra, Spain. Along the way we plan on stopping to
do some rock climbing, go for long hikes, cook
some awesome food, read for hours, and pretty much just let life happen, the
way it should. What better environment to get my creative wheels grindin’ huh? Once
we make it to Granada we will be working on Gitte’s, a Dutch woman’s,
permaculture farm which is situated between 5 natural parks and nestled between
the Sierra Nevada. Not sure exactly what our jobs will be but we are pretty
much up for anything! It is an incredibly great opportunity to soak up a great
deal of knowledge about this unique farming technique.
As of right
now, this is the situation. We are nearing departure, so of course we are
scrambling to make sure everything is ready. We still have a whole lot to get
done with the van, a bunch of petty paperwork, packing, and of course, the
teary eyed goodbyes to all our friends. Which reminds me, if you know us, love
us, come out to say goodbye this Saturday (September 29th)! We don’t
know where or when yet (obviously J) but write us/call us and we will
let you know! But for now, ADIOS MUCHACHOS.
Signing
out- Sylvi



awesome post
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